la la la

Yeah

2012-01-27T00:01:00.000-05:00

As long as there's at least one person who understands me, I'll be okay.

Aww

2012-01-26T20:15:00.000-05:00

Ron and Linda are so fucking cute >_______<

FUCK YOU.
Fuck you for ruining everything T______T

Heh

2012-01-26T19:02:00.003-05:00

Another old baseball tee

It's so wide though =x

Hm

2012-01-26T14:50:00.000-05:00

It's raining ..
And I have to go to class soon ):

I am sad
But I have to go to class.

Just two more.
Just two more and I'm free for the week.

Dang

2012-01-26T11:50:00.002-05:00

I really don't want to go to class.

I'm not feeling anything today.

Ugh, why are my important classes today though?

*reluctant*

Hah

2012-01-26T11:01:00.001-05:00

Why's it seem like the gun's turned towards me now?

I don't understand

Lol what

2012-01-26T09:55:00.001-05:00

That's annoying

Heheh

2012-01-25T19:07:00.001-05:00

This drama episode makes me happy because it's about family reunions on Chinese New Year ^.^
I can't wait for mine this year teehee.

I had wings tonight heheh.
Then I'm going to H-Mart with Kristine, Jen and Mandy!
And we're having a movie night tonight x]

Leggo errbody.

Oh my god

2012-01-25T13:10:00.000-05:00

I'm crying ._.
This drama man.

Ugh.
Ron's character in this drama is like my perfect and ideal boyfriend.
Ahoooy, he's so cute ^.^

Ahh shiet

2012-01-25T10:09:00.000-05:00

This made me cry ),:
It's so true though

Meh

2012-01-25T09:01:00.001-05:00

The more people that I know that start following me on Tumblr, the more I wanna delete it.

Sigh.

I should just focus on school work ):

Sigh

2012-01-25T00:36:00.001-05:00

I am craving Thai Iced Tea, pho, ribs, steak, errrthang ._____.

WHY AM I SO HUNGRY?

Me go sleep now.
Finished calc homework and yeah, I'll leave stuff for tomorrow.

Good night honey ^.^

Yaknow

2012-01-24T23:31:00.001-05:00

I'm tired.

And I got distracted from my Calc homework lol

Since

2012-01-24T10:12:00.000-05:00

It is Leap Year, this year, at first, I decided to do a 366 project thing.
The ones where you take selcas, or pictures of yourself.

But then I started to forget after like the 10th of January ...

So yeah, poop ):

Oh lordy

2012-01-24T10:09:00.000-05:00

Kuuurstine keeps asking me to pledge and rush with her D:
It's a more academic frat but there's still partying and stufff.
And I said no LOL.

I was getting dinner with Miranda and we ran into Kristine.
Mind you, I'm getting lunch with this cutie today x]
Anyway. I noticed that they were talking from far away, but Kristine saw me, came over and gave me a huge hug LOL.
Then they all went off to get a table while I stayed online to get food.
When I went to find them, Miranda was like making small conversations with them.
Then I came along, and Kristine and Jen only talked to me o___o

Mandy said something that ticked me off so much yesterday.
Do you even know what you're saying?
Lol, no offense but you sounded like an idiot.

Yeah, Kristine and I are so close but so not close, it's weird ._.
Whatever, these relationships are kinda the best ones for me ..

Teehee
Time to go eat before I starve.

Ehhh

2012-01-24T00:54:00.002-05:00

Got into bed

But I'm not tired

Poor me

Yaknow

2012-01-23T22:50:00.001-05:00

How are my teeth?
LOLOLOLOL

I'm bored out of my mind .__________.

Need You Now - Charlie Puth & Emily Luther

2012-01-23T21:38:00.002-05:00

I've been obsessed with this song D:

Ahh

2012-01-23T19:10:00.001-05:00

I'm so similar to Linda in this drama >___<

And that's not a good thing ...

Ugh

2012-01-22T20:44:00.002-05:00

I gained three pounds in two days .___.
What the hell brah.

Time to do homework.
I'm so sleepy right now though

You know

2012-01-22T12:08:00.001-05:00

What I've always wanted?

I visited a friend's house before and they had this staircase that led to two different places O___O
I was SO fascinated and amused by it LOLOL.

It's an ugly picture but I think it paints my point ..
There's a hallway upstairs too LOL js.
Having one staircase that leads to two different directions on the main floor, but only one location on the second floor.

Ya feel me?

Aww

2012-01-21T23:21:00.000-05:00

There was a blackout in Friends.

They lit the apartment up in candles D:

I wanna do that ...

Lol yum

2012-01-21T20:32:00.004-05:00

I took so many more pictures but yeah o__o

Cookies + Brownies + Oreos = Heaven

^___^

Mm

2012-01-21T14:49:00.001-05:00

There's just so many "what if" situations.

Who knows what could change what ..

First snow of the winter :)

2012-01-21T12:53:00.001-05:00

Except I'm stuck at home for 3 inches of snow -__-

I need to buy Annette's present ...
And mail my textbooks. Ugh.

Heheh

2012-01-20T11:01:00.003-05:00

She's so pretty >___<
I love pictures like this .. but no one snaps these pictures of me T.T
Just ugly ones LOL.

Anyway, I am presenting to ya one of my idols and people I look up to ^.^

She was at another celebrity's wedding x]

Hmm

2012-01-19T23:39:00.001-05:00

Riyao and I talked for a while.

It was a pretty good conversation :)

A lot of thinking tonight haha.

She's not too bad ^.^

LOOOOL

2012-01-19T23:06:00.000-05:00

MY BROTHER IS SO STUPID OH MY GOD LMAO

me: no
me: i nicknamed you
babo: stupid gun shot and jet thing
babo: LOL OKAY MY FAULT?
me: for both of your sns
babo: WTF
me: on aim
me: LOL
me: as idiot
me: in korean
babo: do idiot 1 and idiot 2
me: so yeah idk which one is which
babo: but idiot 1 is urscrewed
babo: there.
babo: wow
babo: im an idiot

Whoa

2012-01-19T22:50:00.000-05:00

I haven't blogged here for almost a whole day o_o

Haha umm yeah, I don't think I should've gotten fried chicken wings and drumsticks .__.
My semi sore throat is coming back =/
I can't get rid of my runny nose either LOL.
I'm randomly cold and randomly hot again *sigh*

I sold two textbooks! :D
That's $80+?
A step closer to my Macbook! ^__^

But yeah, my friend didn't get back to me about Noodle Gourmet.
I really need a job ._.

Shit

2012-01-18T23:12:00.000-05:00

Runny nose
Sore throat
Feeling cold

I'm sick ):
I think I caught a cold ...

Screw you, dumb windy weather T.T
Damn my weak body too ..

Hmm

2012-01-18T19:49:00.001-05:00

I ran into a floormate at the dining hall and they said that yesterday my floor was talking about me.

LOL.
Apparently they were asking, "Who's that quiet Asian girl always walking in the hallway?"

Yes, that would be me :D
Lawl, I don't like my floor.
Which is why I don't socialize with them ...

What the fuck

2012-01-18T15:43:00.001-05:00

These bitches are fucking with me.

Buying my book, then telling me that they ordered the wrong book?

What the fuck?
I don't know how to cancel your damn order.

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away (Acoustic)

2012-01-18T15:35:00.002-05:00

Dang o__o

Dang lol

2012-01-18T15:10:00.001-05:00

What girls do out of jealousy ..

Awe

2012-01-18T14:42:00.000-05:00

Ron and Linda are so cute.

Meh.

But

2012-01-18T14:01:00.001-05:00

It's not the same anymore

Ugh

2012-01-17T21:53:00.001-05:00

Selling textbooks are annoying as hell.

What the hell brah -__-

Why isn't Miranda replying to me?!
How the hell am I supposed to know if you want my book or not?
I even called her .. and I rarely call people =x

Linda Kiraly - Love is Overrated

2012-01-17T13:49:00.002-05:00

I don't like this video though ._.

Because

2012-01-17T12:51:00.002-05:00

That's not your first thought ... so why should it be mine?

Oh word

2012-01-17T10:50:00.001-05:00

I'm getting pretty nervous for my first class of the Spring semester >.<

I'm downloading new music to soothe my nervousness ..

I'm getting ready to leave D:

But

2012-01-16T23:14:00.002-05:00

That's the thing with dreams.
It's never similar to how reality really is.

The way you want it, the way you picture it ...
It never really does come out the way it is in real life, does it?

Oh no

2012-01-16T22:41:00.000-05:00

My cheeks are getting fatter again.

It's because I've been eating out and having fast food D:

I must eat healthier!

I am starving by the way ....

Oh daaang

2012-01-16T21:16:00.002-05:00

I look creepy as hell ..

But it's all good.
My new wallet is puuuurty cool x]
#fobby

I'm back :)

2012-01-16T18:38:00.003-05:00

In my dorm

Kekeke^^

Dang o-o

2012-01-16T00:20:00.002-05:00

"You are feeling skeptical or mistrusting of someone now. You may even feel guilty for feeling this way, and you could be trying to talk yourself out of it. But no matter how much you tell yourself that you should simply have faith, there is a nagging feeling that something isn't quite right. Heed your intuition, Pisces. Even if the individual you're dealing with has never been dishonest in the past, there is still some information that has been left out of a critical situation. Delve into the facts and see what you can find."

This horoscope stuff always speaks for me lol.

All day, errrday.

Annoying

2012-01-15T23:41:00.000-05:00

I hate when my mom tells me to drink soup right when I plan on sleeping.

Gawd freaking darn it.
It's so annoying

Lol

2012-01-15T11:16:00.001-05:00

I couldn't get back up after I kneeled down in the tub.
I was originally gonna sit down but I found a legit bruise on my ass.
My butt was hurting when I was sleeping all night lol.
My big ass hurts.

But yeah, I couldn't lift the showerhead over my head
So I put it up, then put it down.
And I kept doing it because that was the only way to wash my hair.

I can't sit properly because of my bruised ass.

My knees and arms are extremely weak too.
Lol omg I couldn't put on my shirt.
But yeah, my brother made me a fat breakfast.

Yay

Yeah

2012-01-15T10:31:00.003-05:00

Not important at all

I don't matter.

I cry and I cry
but I know it won't help

so why do I still do it

I'm home alone
no ones around to know anything

this be my time

Ohhhhh

2012-01-15T07:13:00.000-05:00

I don't want to move

Going back to sleep now
Good morning

Snowboarding

2012-01-14T23:02:00.001-05:00

First and last time I'm going.

It's just not my type of winter sport lol.

I got the air knocked out of me a few times.
I'm good though. Like, I improved lol.
I fell and kept going :D

I should've rested more haha.
My left butt cheek hurts when I sit on it, so I have to lean to the side.
It's like my left butt cheek is bigger than my right one O__O

I seriously thought I sprained my wrist when I fell.
But Khanh was making me learn by following him so I had to get right back up.
I fell so hard on my knees and my ass.
Holy shit lol.
I thought I sprained or broke something .. but I guess not.
Since I'm here and not at the hospital lol.

I'm so sore. So bruised.
I won't be able to move tomorrow.

And I'm dead tired right now.
So yeah, I'm gonna go to bed soon because my dad's yelling at me to o_o

People with no integrity

2012-01-14T09:17:00.002-05:00

Make me so mad

Soo

2012-01-13T23:56:00.001-05:00

My cellphone has been burning up my left thigh ..
Yay free warmth and free radiation lol.

I'm going snowboarding for the first time tomorrow :D
Completely unprepared and not ready ._.

Oh help me -__-
I hope I don't hurt myself tomorrow ...
I usually do stupid things LOL. Accidentally, of course.

But yeah, I should go get ready to sleep o-o

Gooood night world

To be honest

2012-01-13T14:15:00.000-05:00

I like high tops o__o

But I like boots even more LOL.
It's like the feminine vs the less feminine side.

I like both though =x
It's weird because sometimes I dress "nicer" and other days I don't give a crap and I go out looking like it.

So should I just buy a pair of high tops anyway? ^___^
They don't look good on me though lmao.
They will nevaaaar.

But who cares ._.
I don't look good in anything ..

Ahh

2012-01-13T13:09:00.000-05:00

Scenes like these always get to me ._.

Little kids in dramas crying to their parents and telling them not to leave them ..
I always start crying before the little kiddos do x-x

Gosh, what kind of childhood did I have?

LMAO

2012-01-12T22:31:00.002-05:00

I'm so cool :D
Everyone loves me heheh.

At least I made Bao laugh.
I love it when I make other people laugh .. and it's not very often haha.

Yaknow

2012-01-12T20:17:00.003-05:00

New favorite cardigan

Went to Thai Kitchen with people today.
We didn't really get a full picture now that I realize it o__o

Oh well lol.
Many more to come. I think.

I apologize

2012-01-12T13:10:00.003-05:00

For calling you a bitch.
Because you are not one.

I am just being one because I'm on my period and my temper is uncontrollable.

This is not sarcasm -__-

Wtf

2012-01-12T07:54:00.002-05:00

Fucking bitch, I tell you.

She's fucking copying me.

Ohhhh

2012-01-11T21:54:00.001-05:00

Eating gummy bears made my headache even worse .__.

Why must you do this to me

:)

2012-01-11T20:38:00.001-05:00

Had a movie night thing with da boyfriend.
We should plan more of these :D

I love being with/around him >_<

I'm so attached to him lol it's ridiculous.
It's kinda scary.

It was good bonding time though ^.^

Lol apparently

2012-01-11T00:11:00.000-05:00

Some time before, one of my friend's girl friend pointed me out in the Livingston dining hall and said they just saw "the cutest girl ever".

Lol. I don't know how to take it.
First off, that's not even possible.
Second .. it came from a girl ._.

I have a crazy headache right now.
It went away when I napped, but it's back to haunt me T_T

I think I got skinnier though.
My stomach has inflated but my cheeks/face is smaller.
Good thing about the face, bad thing with the stomach.

How can I eat more without losing my face structure right now and lose the fat on my stomach instead??

Maybe

2012-01-10T23:15:00.000-05:00

I don't like blogging anymore.

I should just delete all of my blogs.

I should just

2012-01-10T22:49:00.000-05:00

Go back to being the person I was before.

So much easier.

Obviously

2012-01-10T20:52:00.002-05:00

That's more important than me.

As is everything else.

And without a doubt

2012-01-10T20:43:00.001-05:00

It is to use me

Oh?

2012-01-10T19:31:00.002-05:00

Why this all of a sudden?

Why are you talking to me lol

I had a dream

2012-01-10T12:19:00.000-05:00

Two, to be exact.
Only because I woke up and kept going back to sleep ..

Both dreams made me realize something though.

Lol

2012-01-10T02:05:00.000-05:00

My knees hurt.
One side is bruised for reasons I do not know of.

Then my stomach got bigger.
While my cheeks/face looks like it got a little skinner ..

Hm

Because I'm not the only one

2012-01-10T00:49:00.000-05:00

How would I know?

Meh

2012-01-10T00:26:00.002-05:00

Time to get into bed and watch more BBT.

It's gonna be another marathon tonight.

Teehee

2012-01-09T22:58:00.001-05:00

I like this picture ._.
Yaknow, just me though .. LOL.

I uploaded it on my Weibo.
Cropped.

Maybe I'll consider it as a Facebook profile picture??

What a bitch

2012-01-09T22:41:00.002-05:00

Little petty boys that add you on Facebook.
And then un-friend you half a year later.

Bitch, I was nice enough to accept your friend request.

AWWW

2012-01-09T14:52:00.001-05:00

Ron made buffalo wings for Linda T_____T

So ..... cute .....

Whoo

2012-01-09T14:27:00.000-05:00

I laid in bed because .. I had nothing else to do and I didn't want to watch my drama.
Plugged in some music onto my alcohol swabs box with my Rock-It and played on my phone.

Then I fell asleep.
But once again, I was awoken by my grandma and aunt speaking loud as heck.
(Like this morning)

Anyway, I am back :D

Yeah

2012-01-09T11:59:00.001-05:00

I know exactly what purpose I serve in your life.
Just like your little player friend over the summer, you two are the same kind.

Players and flirts.
And where do I come into place?

I'm just "another" girl for you guys to use to pass time with.
Because I apparently make myself seem like I have a lot of time o__O
Which may I add, even if I do, it's none that I am willing to spare to you guys.

Case closed.

I am in need of better "friends", if you can even call them my friends.

They're always like this

2012-01-09T10:42:00.000-05:00

Always arguing loudly.

Talking behind my mother's back.

Mmk

2012-01-09T00:53:00.000-05:00

I'm really tired.

And my back hurts.

Oi

2012-01-09T00:12:00.000-05:00

So my mom was looking at my chest .. don't ask me why because I don't know.

And she asked me if one side was bigger than the other one LOL.
WHAT, is it that apparent? o-o

I asked my doctor a few years back, and she said it was normal for females ..
But I don't know if it's still uneven =x

LOLOL, THIS IS SO WEIRD.
And I don't even understand why it's that way ._.

Fuck fuck fuck!

2012-01-08T21:48:00.001-05:00

That was a fucking failure.

MOTHER FUCKER I AM SO PISSED OFF.

I don't know why

2012-01-08T18:48:00.001-05:00

I didn't go out with my parents to Chinatown

I should have went to Cha Chan Tang to bum there.
I could have de-stressed myself or something.

It's about the only place I can get an HK feel in the city lol.
*sigh*

I missed out D:

In such a lovely conversation

2012-01-08T18:37:00.000-05:00

He comes into my room after saying this and I'm all confused, and he starts laughing his head off.
This is a Canto slang thing so yeah lol.

He's so retarded ._.

So ...

2012-01-08T13:32:00.001-05:00

I'm gonna lay in bed like this until my parents come home.
~~I look creepy~~

Then I'll get out of bed so my Dad doesn't yell at me.

It's really cold because I just washed my hair T_T

Yees

2012-01-08T12:52:00.001-05:00

Finished Season 1 of The Big Bang Theory this morning.

I've been on the second season.

But I went down to eat.
And found out that my appetite decreased because of the starving done in the past two days.

I need to eat more

I just don't

2012-01-08T09:56:00.001-05:00

And I don't think I ever will.

De sigh

2012-01-08T01:48:00.000-05:00

I always like the way my hair looks right before I sleep.
What the hell lol.

I need to be tired. But I am not.
I've been having a Big Bang Theory marathon.
.. For quite a while, may I add.

Time to end it so I can try to sleep.

Oh word

2012-01-07T23:51:00.001-05:00

Raj: Are you crying?
Wolowitz: No I have allergies.

LOL a line from The Big Bang Theory

Lolol

2012-01-07T23:19:00.001-05:00

There's too much anger, frustration and sadness inside of me.

I cry so easily.
I don't even know what I'm holding in.

But I am definitely not letting it come out.
I tear up at the random-est times and go on to being my happy and carefree self around everyone I know.

I need to find a way to release all of this.
I am currently watching The Big Bang Theory and it's catching me at good times and making me laugh.

On the side note, the spot where my doctor took my blood from is bruised and it hurts.

Oi

2012-01-07T21:14:00.000-05:00

Just got back from Princeton.
It's nice. And I'm tired.

And my dad's angry.
And my mom lectured me a little.

So yeah, I'm kind of dead.
So much walking today lol.

It makes no difference to me

2012-01-07T12:43:00.001-05:00

Control yourself Rebecca

Ahaha

2012-01-07T09:37:00.002-05:00

Yesterday's conversation with Lisa ...

She's so funny ._.

No more

2012-01-06T21:43:00.001-05:00

And

2012-01-05T23:46:00.000-05:00

It's time to sleep.

Me no tired ):

Lolol

2012-01-05T20:11:00.000-05:00

Some depressing ass music came up during the car ride.
But it's okay, I endured it.

So it was Lisa LOL.
She never gave me her number before T__T

Right when I walked to the back door, my grandma's cooking. Oh my god. It was like going past the house and shiet. It smelt soooo good.
Reminded me how hungry I was for certain foods LOL.

Darn

2012-01-05T12:10:00.001-05:00

I'm so annoyed right now.

Ungrateful?

I can't even say anything.

You know what really ticks me off?

2012-01-05T07:31:00.000-05:00

Rude drivers.

Okay, like it's not gonna kill you to let one car go in front of you.
It won't make you that much later than you ALREADY am.

And what the fuck.
Why the hell are people so fucking selfish?
Only caring about themselves and shit.

Blocking my fucking way doesn't do you or me any good.
You almost got me into a fucking car accident you FUCKING BITCH.

I FUCKING HATE JERSEY DRIVERS.

Ehey

2012-01-05T00:07:00.000-05:00

Auntie was in one bathroom. Parentals were in the other one.
I don't go downstairs to brush my teeth T-T

So I had to wait for Auntie to come out of de bathroom.
I went to talk to the cousin and he was fussing and worrying over his GPA.
I reassured him a bit, told him I was driving him to school tomorrow, and left.
Sat here for a while like a loser and then Auntie came out.

I am not tired anymore -.-'

Lol

2012-01-04T23:04:00.001-05:00

I'm disappointed.

Anyway, I should sleep soon because I'm dropping my fat brother off tomorrow >_>

So

2012-01-04T22:32:00.002-05:00

Everyone in this family automatically assumes that I can't cook because I'm lazy and good for nothing when it comes to doing house chores/cooking.

Just because I'm lazy, it doesn't mean I can't do anything lol.

I can cook too.
I HAVE cooked at friend's houses and shiet.
I am not a failure at cooking and you do not need to be surprised when I actually do cook.
I can make a legit meal for God's sake.

Next year, I'll prove that to everyone.
I'ma get an apartment and I will learn to cook like the female that I am.

My mom always tells me to learn how to cook because no man would want a wife that can't cook lol.
Whatever, there are exceptions.
Guys that can cook are a turn on though lol.
But I do know how to cook .__.

I will show you next year.
When I get my apartment.
Hopefully x]

Meh

2012-01-04T21:44:00.001-05:00

I found so many cheapish beanies online and I want to buy all of them >______<
SOME WITH POM POMS TOO.

But I wanna save up for a Macbook.
Or try =x

AND, if we go to Chinatown, I want to buy myself an engraved ring there.
But I don't know brah.

Too much mula for me ):

BLAH, I need a job.

Hmm

2012-01-04T21:08:00.000-05:00

Lisa and Miranda wanna go to Chinatown with me.
IF I DO, I'LL BRING THEM BACK TO CHA CHAN TANG.
THAT'S MY PLACE NOW BRAH.

But mostly because of this<3

I came to realize that these friends are ones that love me too.
It's not just Liz and them.
And I want to go back and take a picture with them too.
I wanna hang and spend time with them too ^.^
We're planning ice skating for this week, but we don't know when yet because everyone's busy and weekends are a no no for me.